She could see herself sitting infront of the mirror,all dressed up in red and pink.Her nose ring was about to fall any moment because of her heavy breathing.
There were uncountable number of people in the room,some were busy talking on random things,some about marriage and rest were looking at her,complimenting her about how beautiful she had been looking on the stage.Just 2 hours ago,she was on the dice with the varmala in her hands,she could not even walk because of the outfit she was wearing.With heavy eyelashes she looked at her groom and smiled,he was eagerly waiting for her,only for her since 5 years.They had to convince their parents,the society,everybody.However,convincing the ownself was left behind.They were smiling but their eyes said something else.With trembling hands she did put the garland into his neck and there was sound of clapping all over the stage.Back in the room, she could not only see herself in the mirror but also the desires,aspirations and a very different person whom she has probably taken the decision of leaving behind.Though,it was a love marriage she still had the fear of an 80's arranged marriage bahu.She wasn't afraid of her in-laws or the treatment they would give her but she had the fear of how her ownself would treat her after the marriage afterall she wasn't only leaving her parent's behind but also what she wished for and how she wished for. Yes, she loved the guy but she loved her dreams too.With this thought,she took an excuse with everyone went to her studytable,opened up the locked drawer and took out a sheet of paper which she had written months ago though she could not read it.But she could see her parents,her would be husband,and she knew they loved her immensely.However,eyes were struck on the sheet of paper which i had words on it about how badly she wanted sometime for herself.On that note, she took out another sheet of paper,wrote something on it,folded it and hid it inside her fist.Next,she was seen on the passage of corridor walking upto her fiancee's room.Somebody stopped her too,not bothered she continued to walk until she reached her room.Before knocking,she had all the thoughts of how she will ask him to choose between her right and left fist.And,if he chose the right hand,the wedding will be called off. No matter how filmy it sounded,in her head she was very serious about the situation.Taking a lot of oxygen inside her, she opened the door with heavy heart(whatever the case maybe she loved him),her eyes blinking in shock,she saw her love with someone else in that room and the garland of flowers was thrown on the floor,they were fighting over calling of the wedding.She was in a state of disbelief and didn't know how to react,soon the guy saw her and was now unable to speak.The bride looked at the other woman and signalled her the obvious question that was "What is going on? "
The woman replied "We have been good friends since 3 years now and i was asking him to call off the wedding becuase we love each other. "The bride went closer to the man and this time didn't ask him to choose but straight away gave him the chit......
and moved away.
For some reason specifically unknown,she was not anymore shivering or was unsure of her actions.Her actions are going to be the same but now she had a much more socially acceptable reason to give up on this day and walk away for what she always wanted to do.When she was 6,she had tied ghunghroo on her legs the first time and she never stopped herself after that,until this day.Now,she had a strong reason apart from her gut feeling to let go of this marriage and practice the art.Thinking all this,she was walking towards her father...
The groom however, was wanting to say a lot to her but could just open up the chit which said,
"Going to build an empire before buliding a baby.Sorry,calling off the marriage.Take care"
There were uncountable number of people in the room,some were busy talking on random things,some about marriage and rest were looking at her,complimenting her about how beautiful she had been looking on the stage.Just 2 hours ago,she was on the dice with the varmala in her hands,she could not even walk because of the outfit she was wearing.With heavy eyelashes she looked at her groom and smiled,he was eagerly waiting for her,only for her since 5 years.They had to convince their parents,the society,everybody.However,convincing the ownself was left behind.They were smiling but their eyes said something else.With trembling hands she did put the garland into his neck and there was sound of clapping all over the stage.Back in the room, she could not only see herself in the mirror but also the desires,aspirations and a very different person whom she has probably taken the decision of leaving behind.Though,it was a love marriage she still had the fear of an 80's arranged marriage bahu.She wasn't afraid of her in-laws or the treatment they would give her but she had the fear of how her ownself would treat her after the marriage afterall she wasn't only leaving her parent's behind but also what she wished for and how she wished for. Yes, she loved the guy but she loved her dreams too.With this thought,she took an excuse with everyone went to her studytable,opened up the locked drawer and took out a sheet of paper which she had written months ago though she could not read it.But she could see her parents,her would be husband,and she knew they loved her immensely.However,eyes were struck on the sheet of paper which i had words on it about how badly she wanted sometime for herself.On that note, she took out another sheet of paper,wrote something on it,folded it and hid it inside her fist.Next,she was seen on the passage of corridor walking upto her fiancee's room.Somebody stopped her too,not bothered she continued to walk until she reached her room.Before knocking,she had all the thoughts of how she will ask him to choose between her right and left fist.And,if he chose the right hand,the wedding will be called off. No matter how filmy it sounded,in her head she was very serious about the situation.Taking a lot of oxygen inside her, she opened the door with heavy heart(whatever the case maybe she loved him),her eyes blinking in shock,she saw her love with someone else in that room and the garland of flowers was thrown on the floor,they were fighting over calling of the wedding.She was in a state of disbelief and didn't know how to react,soon the guy saw her and was now unable to speak.The bride looked at the other woman and signalled her the obvious question that was "What is going on? "
The woman replied "We have been good friends since 3 years now and i was asking him to call off the wedding becuase we love each other. "The bride went closer to the man and this time didn't ask him to choose but straight away gave him the chit......
and moved away.
For some reason specifically unknown,she was not anymore shivering or was unsure of her actions.Her actions are going to be the same but now she had a much more socially acceptable reason to give up on this day and walk away for what she always wanted to do.When she was 6,she had tied ghunghroo on her legs the first time and she never stopped herself after that,until this day.Now,she had a strong reason apart from her gut feeling to let go of this marriage and practice the art.Thinking all this,she was walking towards her father...
The groom however, was wanting to say a lot to her but could just open up the chit which said,
"Going to build an empire before buliding a baby.Sorry,calling off the marriage.Take care"
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